lol..im thinking about these all the time..
from the day HE gt himself a new one..
i bet he really loves her a lot..
i can c the difference btw me n u ..u n her..
yea..i understands wad ur frens had told me..
its kinda rude of him..
but hes just making me realised that we are not made for each other..
yea..u've won his heart completely..
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in some love quotes, it always says..if u love him..u should let him go..
but in the realistic world..it is not lidat...it is not dat easy to do so..
hmm....
looking at d fb news feed..its all bout him..
i would be happy to c everything about him..hows hes doin over der..
but its not.. it hurts me a lot when everthing post up was bout them..
sometimes..i think of..."lol..swt..y dun i just delete him from my fb"
its not dat i hate him or dun wanna have any contact wiv him..
BUT
i really cant stand it... looking at the pics..comments..posts.. wic is not belong to me n him..
i noe my heart feels sth..uneasy..hurt..broken..i knew it..
i think about it over n over again.. should i?? should i?? lol..
nah...the answer is i cant...
i still wanna gt to know all about him thou it hurts..
my friend, i introduced him as B..he told me..
you should be happy that he is going there..(his current college)
you wont bump into him
you will hv the whole isle wiv u
you dun hv to worry seeing him wiv other ppl
i answered.. how i wish i could bumped into him someday..him alone..
cz i miss him so much..
i just don't like to see a girl be so sad for a useless guy..
he thought he just can play a girl like that ar ?
like that eh guy got use mer ?
syok want you,, boh syok dump you,,
sorry to say lar..
but he really an asshole..
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now you have to put your head over your heart.
think of what he do to you..
he treat you so cruel..
you think he will treat you good d mer even if you and him got back together
think rasionally and not emotionally..
i know you love him
but.. in this matter.. no use to want him back
it's not wrong to miss him..
still, you need to think of yourself..
if you say you angry aslo he don't care.
if you sad you think he will care mer ?
he also won't care.
so it's up to you to show him back..
that you can live without him and be a better someone one day..
and be happy with someone that truely love you.. love you more then he love you..
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hmmm..another question comes to my mind..
i guess it came accross everyones mind too..
somone who u loves..or someone who loves u more den u do..
ur choice??
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lol...i still have a lot of stuff in my mind right now...
cant described it..neither write it out here....
hmmm..bla bla bla.
to those who read this..
maybe those who experience it before may understand wad im trying to tell..
somes may think dat im childish..immature..or dunno wtf im trying to tell..
neither any of them..i just wanna write out my feelings..
